Another year gone..

Another year gone such a shame...it was a good 1.. not all i planned came tru but then again do they always?
it was 1 of the best i guess i dunno.. i8 try 2 make every year memorable.
Lets recap the year tho n my life so far..
ah... 2007...
the year i fell in and out of love 4 the 1st time...
might be the 1st time but i do know i've growned n underdstood a bit more..
use to think i'd ave d cinderella story love life..
yeah rite like dts possible but wot can i say i might ave been naive... but whoo cares.. it was fun
and i enjoyed... the break up not so much but hey.. no biggie
its part of life innit?
part from dt tho year was great...
Had a lot of fun! tried new things...
drank a lot.. o wait that aint new....
got hyper a lot.... nope not new either...
made some friends... not new girl..
damn! it seems d year was similar 2 the last...
cept i finished my NYSC(thank u GOD) and fell in and out of love...
right....so y im i here again?.....
damn! next year had better be better jo! wots all dis?
hisses.. im outta here.. Hope u all ave asplendid new year..
i definatley intend 2! Ciao!

A Choice, a dream, a life.

During my NYSC i share a place with 1 of my male posse. it was fun. we had a lot of trips. but we also had a lot of talk. The 1 that most fascinate me is the fact that love is a choice.
That is everyone can and does chooses to love someone unconditionally.
One might assume that love is that warmy feeling inside yoyu get when you here his/her voice, or the was your heart trip n works overtime when you see him/her but the fact is there was a time you didnt know this person or even if you did he/she didnt mean ass much to you as they did then. whay happened u say?
wellit simple. You decided to block/overlook/accept all his/her and love the person cause you belive that he/she is the one for you. and God knows no one in the world can make you see other wise.
Also.. the factthat such a person can mean so much to you is rather terrifying. cause the said person has the power to make or break you for the duration of the relationship. Funny yeah?
Ah God wasnt kidding he he said it isnt good for a maan to be alone. cause seriously we all need somebody. we all crave a special spme1 in our lives to have and to hold to share life with. to make a family with to share dreams with. if we didnt have such a person in our life i'd like to know what the point is? Whats the point. off getting a job?, getting a degree, earning money, buying a new car, travelling the world. if theres no1 to share it with its just a waste isnt it/

Changes

Funny how things change so much so fast isn’t it?

Yesterday I was @ a grocery store tryna get myself something to drink. As I was walking down the aisle I saw a lot of drinks that would have meant a lot to me in my secondary years…

For you too I’m sure. There was Juicee, Just Juice, Ribena, Lucozade and so much more…

I recalled the times when id beg mummy and daddy to “buy me ribena” lol. Men those times are gone.

Just the day before Ony and I were like we cant wait for the time when we’d be stocking our fridge’s with drinks. Drinks like Smirnoff ice and Gordon sparks cocktails and mocktails, magaritas, and daiquiri, tequilas and sangrias. Have a cellar full of white and red wines(Of course). And a bar filled wit whiskey and gin, and bourbon and the likes.No beers tho… we just too classy. lol What a change in drinks Yeah?

More to this when we were young we were most concerned with Power rangers ? Right what are you most concerned about? Making that cash right?

Well of course. Making that cash, then spending it. Making more then spending it again.

Like Shania Twain said in her song Kaching… “we live in a greedy little world…..earn as much as we could possibly then turn around and spend it (foolishly) when we get bored during the weekend.”

Hey but you only live once and u cant take what you earn to the other side you know.

So carry on! Earn! Spend! Earn! Spend! Ha Ha ha! I know thats what am gonna do. Wont you join me?

Alive again....!

Yes dts rite.... im alive! all u suckers cant bring me down. no sirree
im a survivor! yeah....
found my wings again. so now i can fly again...
n now no 1s gonna be able 2 clip them cos i'll be so high up u aint gonna catch me.
i'll be like mohammed " smooth like a butterfly, sting like a bee,"
" i'll be up so far... u aint ever gonna smell me...." lol.
yeah...

What makes us human?

What makes us human? Different from the animals that surrounds us? A scientist will tell you we are still animals but clearly we differ from the dogs and cat that seek our affections. We differ from the lion and lionesses that take charge in the jungle. We differ still from the fishes and mammals of the sea.
So why are Humans?
Is it our brain? Our extreme knowledge? Our ability to stand up straight? Our ability to speak?
Hmmm I believe its out ability to feel and express these feelings in several ways.
We can express Love, hate, happiness, desires, greed,envy, passion, sadness but more than this... i think its the presence of hope and faith. The will to decide and choose. And also...the presence of the 1 to whose likeness we are....
whats your tot?

Ni inspiration

i have no inspiration... i feel nothing... want to continue being my happy chirpy self and i do try but occasionally i remember n tears fill my eyes.... it hurts wont deny that it does.. i just wish it'll go away.. be erased from my memory, i tried 2. but its there... sigh...
I hope, i pray..... karma works here.... i know i deserve better than dis. so much more better.....As God still lives i will get my better... someday somehow....

Law Enforcers MY ASS!!!!

No really isnt it sad that the so called law enforcers r the same bloody law breakers?

Check out the police officers, They are the king of Egunje(bribe) They used to be discreet but right now they dont care anymore, outrightly they ask " madam wettin we go use do weekend?" IM like why u asking me? I dont know you from adam men... THe migth let you go but God bless you there are a couple of armrobbeers up ahead and you turn back to inform the police you ave just refuse to bribe...Men OYO lo wa o! And yet the police is our friend... yeah right.

Moving on to the Road saftey Guys, Ok so they are suppose to ensure dt your car is road worthy rite? so tell me, y do they totally ignore them buses that could single handedly bring down the ozone layer and attack honest working citizen that can barely keep their head afloat? Imagine on sunday while i was @ my uncles place he had a lot of visitors n one of them was a friend of his in-law who is temporarily staying with them. An old man who probably just wanted to be let a lone, n then them crazy stupid ass road safety lunatics decided dt becos 1 of his windows was cracked the car was not road worthy n therefore the proceeded too deflate hos tyres. I mean how unjust is that?

o i have not forgotten about LASMA
theses bunch of so called law enforcers ave inflicted fear into the heart of many. I doubt anybody knows for sure why exactly they are there...o wait i remember :to extort money from the citizens of Nigeria." They are th worst of all cos they actually believe they are doing us a favour by collecting a bribe than actually taking us to their office. Imagine them talking about taking some1 2 an asylum 4 such a trivial reason?! Please if anything they all should ave their own heads examine. PA!!!!

Smashing weekend

DAng i had a smashing weekend despite all odds.
Friday
work was slow but i was all set 2 salsa that night. i was gonna leave from work but a talker was like i was looking hot and wheere tha party @. I was looking hot i wore a lovely frilled skirt that i intended to swish around on the dance floor. cos of him(the stalker) tho i went home and came back to VI to get my groove on. And lord knows i really wanted to get my groove on cause i had previously recieved my letter of admission to a fligth school. so i want to dance and drink and live free....
so me n my girl O did the salsa thing till like 10pm then got some wine and suya! to some people this might not be much fun but the alcohol was in our head reall fast we tried to stay up and watch the series HEROES but it was not to be....
Saturday
our other girl B was celebrating her womanhood at the Lekki conservation center... it was for 1pm but things came up and we got there like 3pm, but trust me we were early our husband K did not get there till 5pm! and he was suppose 2 be the man of hounour o well shit happens. Anway there weere a lot of Babcock boys, and Udem (small stout) Lovers. And boy did they BOOZE. But it was good it made them comfortable n a lot free. i even gave it a try. Made a mixture wasnt dt bad...but dt dont mean ama be doin it every day. lol.

Moving on, we had a blast check out dis pics


looks like fun dont it? and after here me n d girls(dts us in d pic on the left) went to c the movie Disturbia. men dt movie WAS disturbing but down right fun to watch if u like serial killers movies. lol.
Sunday... Ah...I wanted 2 go 2 church but..... i just found out that i will probably not be going to school this year. i was bumed but as i always do i looked for the silver lining it think i found it so i was able 2 continue my weekend of FUN!! yeah!
My house being the only one near civilization was the meeting point. The were already @ my place cos they slept over so we were waiting for the guys, note i have more guy friends than girls i dont know how dt happened but thats how it is. My dad had travel the day before and so when he got back it was to see me carrying a bottle of ginger beer(a non alcoholic drink but he didnt belive it tho) and stroling to meet a bunch of guys in the reception palor. My parents always thought i should have been a boy but i doubt i'll have this much fun jare~
Nehoo... all 7 of us got into my jeep(Mid n ter had to sit in d boot(ouch rather uncomfortable, the things we'll do for a thrill. lol.)
We got to the port hopped on a local speed boat we were heading for taqwa bay a little beach island somwhere in lagos. This was Mid a friend of Ter names bisola and B's 1st trip. B was terrified. She hates saand and the idea of a boat ride was a fear factor for her. But i boo was there to hold her hands while she cried...(yeah she did ok maybe it was a little tear but i gotta tell a good story dont i?) We made it. B conquered the sea Hurray! and she had fun. I had to carry her from d boat to land cos she refuse @ first to touch it(where d hell was her boo?) but she got used to it and had fun. i felt good! for her cos she overcame her fears and for me cos i helped. Im the events planner you know? i love to party.
Neway ended with a little bit of snogin, sadly i was not a participant of d events more of a spectator lol ah yes we also had a father breathing down our necks. Not mine tho my father understands but O's father is a paranoid nut case! and i aint lying the dude does not trust his duaghter, wot d hell is dt? nehoo im not gonna say much bout dt. lets move on to Monday
Monday
was ok. the sun was scuching, i made my hair n chilled wit my girls and faced some serious traffic. and dt is all for today pleas stay tuned for updates.. actually my fingers r beginning to hurt so i gotta go...

WHOSE GONNA HELP?

Sunday eveing as i got in the house my mum was watching the news, now i do not normally watch the news cause its a contant reminder of how wrong the whole world is but today i had to. One of the head line story shocked me to my feets so bad all i caould do was sit down so as not to fall. An 11yr old boy had gone on a killing spree decapitating all his family members...the reason fo rhis bucthery is still unknow but one hass to wonder what would drive a child to this.
People would say its the work of the devil, but is it really? ok so maybe its is? But if you ask me the devil is not santan... frankly its his parent, his neaighbors, all the adults around tthat abused and fustrated his life. No im not defending him but come on... how do you suppose such a child could know abouyt picking up a cutlass and taking it to his family?
Let me give a scenario...
Rom the sweet comfort of the womb a child is expelled inot this cold and hard world to a family of 14, The father. mother 1 and her 4 girls, Mother 2 and her 5 girls , Mother 3 and her own girl as well... Now as the only boy and heir of the family he is favoured by daddy but loathed by mother 1,2 and sisters 1-10. They all abuse...he is forced to tak up roll as man of the house at such a young age of 3 he's hawkin graoundnut for his family to eat... if he returns with some groundnut still omn his tray odds are he'll probably not have any dinner that night.
NB because he is the only son he is the only on to go to school as well. This insite more hatred from his siblings and thus the on a wimp beat the living daylight out of him.
5yrs old now he meets Elo, who's 13 and has been running with the the friendly neighorhood agberos(touts) since he was 6, Elo introduces himto his friends the ageros, and their daily discussion is of theft, murdering, raping drinkin, smoking and God know what else...

The child feels he's one with these people and thinks the world of them, he'd chop of his family if asked... and so he does... but not cos he was asked...but cos he was fustrated....they pushed him to the wall...he had warned them... htey diod not listen...he needed to breath...the were crowding....he wants out...Now...NOw...NOW! the cutlass comes out he strikes out in ragfe he chops theire head........ where were the neighbors? where were u?

So what if im 6ft?

Ok so im 6ft, thats right i am. But I'M 6th, not U so dont tell me n my height what to do.just cause i'm tall doesnt mean i should be the worlds greatest Basketball player, or the skinniest and sexiest model. For crying out loud what if i want to use my Brains?
You are aware that people of such height come wit one aren't you? We do, really! And we can actually think with it too you know, its not just for fashion. And another thing, just cos im tall doesnt mean i should do a charitable thing and marry some 4ft chauvinistic gigolo just so his ego can be firmly reinstated. He should go find someone his own size while i do d same ! PA!

DON'T TOUCH ME!!! DAMMIT!

Thats right, dont touch me DAMMIT!! if i did not invite u 2 touch me, then DON'T! for crying out loud, i don't know you and you don't know me so why in heavens name are you touching ,e? On me cheeks for that matter, have you taking leave of your senses? Do i look like your wife?! or your sister? Gawd dammit! Why in heavens name do some guys, no MEN cos they r old n probably ought not to be touching anyb0odies daughter, feel they have the right to great a girl they just met by pulling at her cheeks? cute or not its not proper greeting etiquette so DON'T DO IT!!!!

Lizard flush!

So today was quite a surprise. started out with me depressed(imagine! ME depressed! Dt doesnt normally happen! in fact cant say dt it has ever happened! o well.) so ne way i was depressed cos im in a dead end low paid no NFA ( No Future Ambition) Temp job. And it sucks! I threw up on my self on Thursday at WORK!!!! The HORROR anyway dt was off point was depressed thankfully got over it cos i decided 2 occupy myself n not bring myself down. It worked! And then i Actually went out wit my Girls. O an B. we were suppose to just chill at the mall and have a good time but we ended up going to B's place and she lives in the jungle somewhere(the place actually comes wit its own swamp. Tee Hee.) So we got there looked around i had already seen the place(i helped scrub it clean, big acheviement.) n i was kinda ina hurry to leave cos like i said the place is in the jungle. Just as we were about to leave... O discoreved something...... A lizard in the toilet Bowl!!! Imagine!! We were all light How d F.*%? B promptly screamed her head off( its no wonder. she's terrified of them reptiles. even silly slow wall geckos.) O who normally has funky weird dreams decided to keep her distance too so as to prevent further absurd dream( i bet she didnt succeed) which left me. The saviour i must say cos i i wasnt there, B would probably have cried her a river( i exagerate mot!) I being who i am a amazon some people will .. or rather like Eva from deliver us from eva...you know the take d "balls" by the hand sister? well that exactly wot i did....well not exactly But i did solve the problem. It took a while yeah but i did it...N, im sorry ti say, i enjoyed it! (enter evil laugh)
First i tried to drown my flushing....that didnt work d dude stayed afloat for dear life.... like they say. the will to survive is a powerful thing.
So i preceeded to poison it with some Dettol and Harpic (HA HA HA). That didnt worrk either. The darn thing stay afloat. So i figured it breaths on d surface yeah...so i could blocl the surface with tissue poison it...and drown it! Yay! It worked. I flushed the toilet 3 more times for good measure. Mission Accomplised!!! B refused to use the toilett tho till i "tested" it. The fraidy cat"
o i did then she did the O did. Then we flushed it again! By this time is was way.... late but now we were all certain that it was good.
Good Day yeah! I tot so too. L8r!

Back again.

Ok so i'm back again with a new ID and hopefully i'll keep in touch long enough to have fans. Err recent event prompted me to start this up a gain. Ok so im a Christian yeah, and i accept every other religion in so far as they do not clash with my way, my time, my religion. Today i was minding my own business trying to find the Nigeria college or Aviation Technology. NCAT. NB nobody knew where the bloody place was and so i ended up trying to find the place on foot. Unfortunately it's a friday and therefore the worship day of the muslim. And honestly i so not hate them in fact sometimes i admire their persitant form of worship. But really? do they have to block all passable route cause of it? I mean if the mousque is filled up find another place or pray by yourself. Im quite certain they've done it a thousand time before and therefore will most certainly know the ritual my heart. i mean come on!